Gameplay, tutorials, creator tips, behind the scenes. 24k subscribers.
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Streaming lets me keep life playful while exploring creativity in all its forms—from glam and style to the stories I tell through games. I’ve built a space that feels safe, comfortable, and fun for women who want to game, create, and exist authentically. As a woman of color, I’m proud to show that you don’t have to fit a stereotype to belong in gaming. You just have to show up as you.
I’m stepping into a new creative season: developing an RP podcast, creating a full role play server review directory, rebuilding my YouTube momentum, and turning my character’s journey into a novel. These projects are shaping the next phase of the Meelaverse, and I’m excited to share each step with you.
Deep conversations on roleplay, creativity, and community—featuring creators from across the RP world.
Read MoreHonest, in-depth reviews of GTA & RedM RP servers to help players find the right home.
Read MoreDocumenting my return to YouTube with a fresh wave of gameplay, creativity, commentary, and tutorials as I rebuild my YouTube presence with consistent, intentional content.
Read MoreFollow my character’s evolving story as I write and release chapters in real time—an interactive, community-driven journey into the Meelaverse.
Read MoreVariety gameplay, role play adventures, cozy work streams, skin care and makeup, and interactive creator conversations.
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My go-to skincare picks for healthy, balanced skin that can handle long stream days and bright lights. These are the products I actually use to keep my skin hydrated, calm, and glowing—on and off camera.
My go-to makeup picks for smooth, long-lasting glam that works on and off camera. These are products that flatter real skin—lightweight, buildable, and perfect for both creators and everyday looks.
My favorite wig finds for changing the vibe without losing yourself. Whether it’s sleek, bold, or playful, these are the styles and brands I trust to keep things easy, comfortable, and full of personality.
My tech favorites that make content creation easier and more fun. From lighting to sound, these are tools that keep everything running smoothly—so you can focus on creating, connecting, and showing up as your best self.
Whether you’re launching a new product, promoting a game or server, or looking for authentic creator storytelling, I partner with brands to create elevated content across YouTube, Twitch, TikTok, and Instagram. Let’s connect and explore how we can bring your campaign to life.
Honest reviews and integrations focused on streaming, productivity, and setup upgrades.
Honest reviews and integrations focused on streaming, productivity, and setup upgrades.
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Tune in every Saturday 3pm PT or listen in on your favorite streaming platforms.
AYEO is a creator-driven podcast unpacking gaming & roleplay culture, the stories behind your favorite communities, and role players and content creators that bring them to life. Hosted by Meela Vanderbuilt with rotating guests, it’s where creators, server owners, and players come to talk real and figure out how to have fun in RP.
AYEO was born out of a love for roleplay, storytelling, and the communities that bring virtual worlds to life. It was created to slow the conversation down and move past surface-level takes, spotlighting the creators, roleplayers, server owners, and moments that shape RP culture. The show is about protecting the joy of RP while helping the community keep it meaningful as it evolves.
MisterGoat is a longtime roleplayer, streamer, and FiveM server owner who brings a grounded, community-first perspective to Are Your Eyes On. He returns each week to advocate for inclusivity, progression, and learning from one another — while making sure the people and projects genuinely shaping RP culture get the recognition they deserve.
Are Your Eyes On is built with the community, not just for it. From live discussions and call-ins to community nominations and themed episodes, AYEO creates space for creators, roleplayers, server owners, and players to be part of the conversation. Whether you want to submit a topic, join a future episode, or help spotlight the work happening in RP, there’s always a way to get involved.
AYEO is expanding beyond the podcast with community-driven resources designed to support and spotlight RP culture. Current and upcoming projects include an RP dictionary, a curated FiveM server directory, and an archive of RP Wrapped nominees and winners — all built to recognize impact, preserve knowledge, and make RP more accessible. These resources are shaped by the community and continue to evolve alongside it.
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A transparent, community-driven review process where servers submit their info, the community votes on where I go next, and each server receives a fair, honest, and detailed review added to the public directory.
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Server owners or staff fill out a short request form with details about their server, features, staff, and expectations. Be sure to know the following:
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