Gameplay, tutorials, creator tips, behind the scenes. 24k subscribers.
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Streaming lets me keep life playful while exploring creativity in all its forms—from glam and style to the stories I tell through games. I’ve built a space that feels safe, comfortable, and fun for women who want to game, create, and exist authentically. As a woman of color, I’m proud to show that you don’t have to fit a stereotype to belong in gaming. You just have to show up as you.
I’m stepping into a new creative season: developing an RP podcast, creating a full role play server review directory, rebuilding my YouTube momentum, and turning my character’s journey into a novel. These projects are shaping the next phase of the Meelaverse, and I’m excited to share each step with you.
Deep conversations on roleplay, creativity, and community—featuring creators from across the RP world.
Read MoreHonest, in-depth reviews of GTA & RedM RP servers to help players find the right home.
Read MoreDocumenting my return to YouTube with a fresh wave of gameplay, creativity, commentary, and tutorials as I rebuild my YouTube presence with consistent, intentional content.
Read MoreFollow my character’s evolving story as I write and release chapters in real time—an interactive, community-driven journey into the Meelaverse.
Read MoreVariety gameplay, role play adventures, cozy work streams, skin care and makeup, and interactive creator conversations.
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My go-to skincare picks for healthy, balanced skin that can handle long stream days and bright lights. These are the products I actually use to keep my skin hydrated, calm, and glowing—on and off camera.
My go-to makeup picks for smooth, long-lasting glam that works on and off camera. These are products that flatter real skin—lightweight, buildable, and perfect for both creators and everyday looks.
My favorite wig finds for changing the vibe without losing yourself. Whether it’s sleek, bold, or playful, these are the styles and brands I trust to keep things easy, comfortable, and full of personality.
My tech favorites that make content creation easier and more fun. From lighting to sound, these are tools that keep everything running smoothly—so you can focus on creating, connecting, and showing up as your best self.
Whether you’re launching a new product, promoting a game or server, or looking for authentic creator storytelling, I partner with brands to create elevated content across YouTube, Twitch, TikTok, and Instagram. Let’s connect and explore how we can bring your campaign to life.
Honest reviews and integrations focused on streaming, productivity, and setup upgrades.
Honest reviews and integrations focused on streaming, productivity, and setup upgrades.
Role Play & Gaming Podcast
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Tune in every Saturday 3pm PT or listen in on your favorite streaming platforms.
AYEO is a creator-driven podcast unpacking gaming & roleplay culture, the stories behind your favorite communities, and role players and content creators that bring them to life. Hosted by Meela Vanderbuilt with rotating guests, it’s where creators, server owners, and players come to talk real and figure out how to have fun in RP.
AYEO was born out of a love for roleplay, storytelling, and the communities that bring virtual worlds to life. It was created to slow the conversation down and move past surface-level takes, spotlighting the creators, roleplayers, server owners, and moments that shape RP culture. The show is about protecting the joy of RP while helping the community keep it meaningful as it evolves.
MisterGoat is a longtime roleplayer, streamer, and FiveM server owner who brings a grounded, community-first perspective to Are Your Eyes On. He returns each week to advocate for inclusivity, progression, and learning from one another — while making sure the people and projects genuinely shaping RP culture get the recognition they deserve.
Are Your Eyes On is built with the community, not just for it. From live discussions and call-ins to community nominations and themed episodes, AYEO creates space for creators, roleplayers, server owners, and players to be part of the conversation. Whether you want to submit a topic, join a future episode, or help spotlight the work happening in RP, there’s always a way to get involved.
AYEO is expanding beyond the podcast with community-driven resources designed to support and spotlight RP culture. Current and upcoming projects include an RP dictionary, a curated FiveM server directory, and an archive of RP Wrapped nominees and winners — all built to recognize impact, preserve knowledge, and make RP more accessible. These resources are shaped by the community and continue to evolve alongside it.
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A transparent, community-driven review process where servers submit their info, the community votes on where I go next, and each server receives a fair, honest, and detailed review added to the public directory.
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Server owners or staff fill out a short request form with details about their server, features, staff, and expectations. Be sure to know the following:
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My Discord community votes to determine which server gets reviewed next. Join the vote and drop your server in the promo section while you wait.
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HOUSE OF VANDERBUILT
Charmer · Extroverted · Slacker
Life of Romance
Mother: Clara Reynolds
Sisters: Mayhem, Meela Vanderbuilt
Elijah Santana has always had a way of getting what he wants without appearing to try very hard. Charming, effortlessly attractive, and rarely short on attention, he’s learned that a good smile and the right words can open just about any door. Growing up in the Reynolds family during some of its more difficult years, Santana developed a resourceful streak early on, finding his way through life with odd jobs, side hustles, and an impressive ability to land on his feet. From making deliveries and driving taxis in New York to a few questionable adventures behind the wheel, he’s never been particularly attached to doing things the conventional way.
Now living in Dowon, Santana splits his time between helping out at Café Kreation and working at the local newspaper, though whether either will become a lasting career remains to be seen. Easygoing, sociable, and more interested in enjoying life than chasing traditional success, Santana tends to follow whatever opportunities catch his attention. His charm might make life look effortless, but there’s more to him than a pretty face—and plenty about his future he hasn’t quite figured out yet.
HOUSE OF VANDERBUILT
Explorer · Clumsy · Bookworm
Life of Abundance
Children: Mayhem Reynolds, Elijah Santana, Meela Vanderbuilt
Mother: Lana Reynolds
Father: James Reynolds
Twin Sister: Nora Reynolds
Brother: Eli Reynolds
Aunt: Beverly Griffin
Intelligent, ambitious, and quietly resilient, Clara Reynolds learned the weight of responsibility at an early age. After losing her parents, she became the steady hand holding her family together, caring for her younger brother and twin sister while pursuing an education and dreams of a life beyond small-town Vermont. Her determination eventually brought her to New York, where an unexpected romance with Graham Vanderbuilt promised everything she’d worked toward. Instead, it would change the course of her life in ways she could never have imagined.
A devoted mother whose life has been shaped by love, loss, and extraordinary betrayal, Clara knows that doing everything right doesn’t always protect the people you love. Though her past with the Vanderbuilt family left wounds that time alone couldn’t heal, she has never allowed those experiences to define the entirety of who she is. Beneath her composed exterior is a woman who has spent a lifetime rebuilding, protecting her family, and holding on to the belief that her story is still hers to write.
HOUSE OF VANDERBUILT
Troublemaker · Genius · Materialistic
Life of Abundance
Mother: Clara Reynolds
Father: Graham Vanderbuilt Sr.
Twin Sister: Meela Vanderbuilt
Brother: Elijah Santana, Graham Vanderbuilt Jr., Mahir Vanderbuilt
Step Sister: Zara Vanderbuilt
Mayhem Reynolds has never been one to live quietly or follow anyone else’s rules. Born ******** ***** Reynolds, she grew up with a family history far more complicated than she could have imagined. Bold, outspoken, and unapologetically herself, Mayhem has a way of making her presence known wherever she goes. Beneath her larger-than-life personality, however, is a woman whose relationships and sense of family have been shaped by circumstances well beyond her control.
Fiercely loyal and guided by a moral code entirely her own, Mayhem has little patience for anyone who mistreats the people she loves. She’s perfectly content with a simple life, working at a café and enjoying the little things, though an occasional robbery, confrontation, or act of rebellion certainly keeps things interesting. To Mayhem, the rules have never been particularly fair, and she sees little reason to respect a system that doesn’t always protect the people who deserve it. Her methods may be questionable, and her temper even more so, but beneath the chaos is someone who believes deeply in loyalty, accountability, and making sure nobody she loves has to face the world alone.
HOUSE OF VANDERBUILT
Explorer · Extroverted · Clumsy
Life of Adventure
Husband: Meela Vanderbuilt
Children: Akello Vanderbuilt-Byrd, Alaia Vanderbuilt-Byrd
Mother: Clara Reynolds
Father: Graham Vanderbuilt Sr.
Twin Sister: Mayhem
Brother: Graham Vanderbuilt Jr., Elijah Santana, Mahir Vanderbuilt
Step Sister: Zara Vanderbuilt
Born into the complicated Vanderbuilt family, Meela has spent much of her life determined to define herself on her own terms. After a turbulent upbringing and a dramatic departure from home, she built a new life far from the expectations and secrets of her past. Ambitious, outspoken, and fiercely independent, Meela has never been afraid to reinvent herself, whether through her businesses, her relationships, or the pursuit of something bigger. But beneath her confidence is a woman still learning how to separate who she is from everything she’s survived.
Now a wife, mother of two, and successful entrepreneur, Meela has created the kind of life she once could only imagine. Yet family has never been simple for a Vanderbuilt, and the challenges of marriage and motherhood have forced her to confront questions she thought she’d already answered. As the life she’s worked so hard to build begins to change, Meela must decide what she wants for herself, beyond the roles she’s spent years trying to fulfill.
HOUSE OF VANDERBUILT
Authoritarian · Devoted · Extroverted
Life of Self-Determination
Father: Junpei Byrd
Brother: Drake Byrd
Twin Sister: Akiko Byrd
Kenji Byrd has always believed that family comes with responsibility. Raised in Cahaya, he followed in his mother’s footsteps, dedicating himself to the family business and the traditions she held dear. Disciplined, protective, and sometimes uncompromising, Kenji holds himself and those around him to high standards. When his younger brother Drake left the island, Kenji was left carrying responsibilities neither of them had fully anticipated.
Though fiercely loyal to his family, Kenji isn’t quick to forgive or forget. Beneath his stern exterior is a man whose sense of duty often makes it difficult to express affection or accept change. As old relationships begin to shift, Kenji must confront whether protecting the family he loves means preserving things as they were or making room for something different.
HOUSE OF VANDERBUILT
Sentinel · Devoted · Fitness Enthusiast
Life of Familial Devotion
Wife: Meela Vanderbuilt
Children: Akello Vanderbuilt-Byrd, Alaia Vanderbuilt-Byrd
Father: Junpei Byrd
Brother: Kenji Byrd
Twin Sister: Akiko Byrd
Born and raised in Cahaya, Drake Byrd grew up surrounded by family, tradition, and the expectations of a close-knit island community. After losing his mother as a teenager, he struggled to reconcile his loyalty to home with a growing desire to see the world. Charming, determined, and deeply romantic, Drake eventually left Cahaya to build a life on his own terms. But independence came at a cost, leaving behind relationships and unresolved tensions he was never quite prepared to confront.
Now a husband and father of two, Drake takes pride in the family he fought to create, even as he struggles with the weight of his own choices. His devotion is genuine, but so is his tendency to retreat when confronted with difficult emotions. Caught between the life he left and the one he’s built, Drake is discovering that finding his place in the world may require facing the parts of himself he once tried to escape.